It travels on many pads and comes in many forms.
Approved.
Restricted.
Forbidden.
Seductive.
Dangerous.
Righteous.
Confusing.
It gives me a warm tingling feeling in my tummy and at times in other parts of my body.
Is it a feeling or a thought?
Or are they blended together?
With wich one should I choose?
First I must say it out loud….
DESIRE….
24-02-2016
_Driandayaba_
Unconsolable beautiful words embedded in my bones & flesh. Tears of despair sing their lullaby. A friend or foe who visits in my dreams with a message. A hand, a kiss of an total stranger that unlocked free will. I feel so I am. To tremble and shudder when I unleashed with a sigh once…
My past shaped me into a proud woman. No regret what so ever. My present wants to mould me in something I’m not. Heartbreak lines appear. My future is a pencil line. I carry the eraser. -Driandayaba- 27-04-2016
We Crave We Ask Rewards Contentment Declines Acceptance. We Please We Offer Rewards Contentment Declines Acceptance. I Yearn I Take Content & Accepted. –Driandayaba–
I felt you then, I felt you during, I feel you now. My heart and eyes weep. I feel you slipping back to that place inside me. The one that’s hidden & filled with unresolved desire. My mind wants to keep me safe & is struggling to let you go. My heart screams………… “Who will…
At times it feels like I want to explode. Shatter my feelings around and not worry where they would land. And then…… serenity took over by leaving anguish behind. It fills me up and let’s me float. A constant want turns into a need. 10-03-2016 _Driandayaba_
Not dwelling on the past. Announced & executed with no regrets. Asked and trusted your answers. Thought it was mutual. Feel your bars closing with every message. Moulding a key to fit all the locks. Can’t do a rerun of processing events. This feels unreal I set us free. Don’t wrinkle my wings. STOP stealing…