At times it feels like I want to explode.
Shatter my feelings around and not worry where they would land.
And then……
serenity took over by leaving anguish behind.
It fills me up and let’s me float.
A constant want turns into a need.
10-03-2016
_Driandayaba_
I See I Hear I Feel I Taste I Touch Life as it comes my way. Presence of abundance a peaceful thought. Trust without prove. Being selfish & egoistic as a path to self-worth that leads to sharing unconditionally. Self-control my only real control. Answering the main question:”Am I my own best friend? Accepting what…
We hadn’t hooked up for many years. Five years ago I saw a glimpse of you, it made me smile inside. Yearning for more. I’ve missed you. Your smile, being balanced, altruistic, loving, caring, understanding, sweet, creative, conscious, spiritual, wise & soothing. I know…. it was my own neglect. It won’t happen again. Now I experience more…
I felt you then, I felt you during, I feel you now. My heart and eyes weep. I feel you slipping back to that place inside me. The one that’s hidden & filled with unresolved desire. My mind wants to keep me safe & is struggling to let you go. My heart screams………… “Who will…
There is a saying; ‘Ignorance is a bliss’. Personally more likely a safeguard. The more or less I know myself the more or less I tolerate. The more or less I feel the more or less I open up. The more or less I accept the more or less I love myself. The more or…
I observe, ask, listen, speak, open up……A crack emerging once again. Uncontrollable craving shows his face. I react, share, touch, sigh, reflect……I’m content, experiencing calmness. Until the cycle is complete…… 10-03-2016 _Driandayaba_
My past shaped me into a proud woman. No regret what so ever. My present wants to mould me in something I’m not. Heartbreak lines appear. My future is a pencil line. I carry the eraser. -Driandayaba- 27-04-2016