I still

I observe, ask, listen, speak, open up……A crack emerging once again. Uncontrollable craving shows his face. I react, share, touch, sigh, reflect……I’m content, experiencing calmness. Until the cycle is complete…… 10-03-2016 _Driandayaba_

Called by a smile, ran into his arms, skin inviting & tempting me, wanna touch, must restrain, my body resist to this delay, then he speaks my words & I surrender……….. 10-03-2016 _Driandayaba_

I have a room in my mind filled with playful thoughts, objects, pleasures & treasures. As a child couldn’t keep them in line in this rebellion space, to bring me adventures as they meet my way to uplift. Ja, Si, Yes, Ai are the key notes to unlock the door. Doubts, hesitations & secrets are sometimes…

Unconsolable beautiful words embedded in my bones & flesh. Tears of despair sing their lullaby. A friend or foe who visits in my dreams with a message. A hand, a kiss of an total stranger that unlocked free will. I feel so I am. To tremble and shudder when I unleashed with a sigh once…

We both must fall in order to rise up again. Chase birds away and meet again. Dressed, but yet feel so naked. I also dropped many to save me. Who are we fooling? Its in our nature to change colors in order to remain in a different state. Build up a reserve to get us…

“I am wondering” is a phrase that feels like an extra sense to me. The sense to explore and discover our true core and task as an individual in present state. A perception without wondering about myself, the others or the world around me is a unknown phenomena to me. Being able and willing to…